To someone that cannot be replace

Omg...3 years already..i stil cant forget she.

Although i have alot of journey,i have meet alot of new friends, i have done alot of happy thing,but only her leaving let me cry or and pain in sorrow.=(
Although now is not that much pain.

RO,but there will be pain or sorrow in sometime,
RO,but also have to feel someone dead or disappear.=(

Before that,im never thought will have a friend pass awayz or disappear.
How to explain that feeling?!just sad or pain?Not that simple..
That Suffering is not easy to imagine.is unacceptable..

For sure that,her charater wont be online anymore.
she not able to contineus our journey.

her gone,our pain.
but we just can memorable,that she alwayz be our side.

That time she was in the hospital,we just only can hold her hand,and crying..
i feel that im helpless,because im not doctor..Even that,we just only can pray...but..

this girl,in this world already disappear...
Disappear...How terror of the word to describe...

Now,the pain of love compare with this...just like nothing.

However,when i attended her funeral,i see her photograph,imagine that her smiling,i was cry again...i know that im the guy who easy to drop tears out.
i know she around 4 years or more,from high school that time.

last time she alwayz at prontera field...but now i lost her shadow..
At first i dont dare online RO..because i scare,i scare i will cry again..

Indeed,2 week after..im healing myself..i only online..
FOund that her gone,everything are are meaningless in that time.
i ban myself to say her name out..i dont wanna to cry again..
i think im stil mising she..everyone stil wanted she..

RO,maybe cant resistance the part of death.
But,because RO,i know she.
Because RO we chat in school.

Forever cant be replaced..my dear you~
Rest in Peace..
i wondering i was promised that when i write i wont cry,
but now i crying again..
Im try to stop writing..
next time,i hope i see back this read back the letter ,i will not cry again..

i promise~



by Your Dear Jelvix~