【仙境傳說】
可不可以不要只是傳說？
我有多努力，
努力的尋尋覓覓，
但卻怎麼找也找不回來的那些點點滴滴…。
那些我們一起擁有過的曾經‥
現在只深埋在回憶深處…
Miss是想念？
還是錯過？
我想是想念，也是錯過‥。
也許回憶美就美在‥不能重來，只能‥緬懷………。
By; Rain@yu TwRO friend
p/s：我觉得她说的蛮不错的只是没人会欣赏而已！
Sunday, October 25, 2009
Saturday, October 24, 2009
Sunday, October 18, 2009
<落樱雨>
落樱雨
散落吧，千本樱。
——朽木白哉•题记
传说中的白樱，每朵只有五片花瓣的简单，却构成了满山遍野雾霭流岚般的繁华。它拥有极长的花期。正如你，朽木白哉。
我曾经那样允诺自己。为了你那永不落泪的深紫色双眸，我也不要哭。可是我却不得不承认自己原来如此软弱。每当白樱的花瓣漫天飞舞，义无反顾地扑向那盛大的死亡和命定的自由。泪流满面。
是五十几年前的事了。呵，遥远却真实。是谁说过，人不必活千年，就可以拥有千年的爱与回忆。正是如此。
绯真微笑着，轻轻地，轻轻地，合上了她的眼睛。那一片海水般的蓝，从此只能在记忆里流连。
她的手突然没有了力气，反复灵魂瞬间从身体里抽离。你仍紧握着，心也随着她的手一起，渐渐失去了温度。
没有眼泪。
樱飞满天，是你倔强得不肯留下的泪么？
为了绯真的遗愿，你找到了她，绯真失散多年的妹妹——露琪亚。你将她领养回家却从不肯正眼看她。你在胆怯什么？你又在逃避什么？
如此相似的眉目，勾起你往日与她的回忆。回忆越是美好，反而越是凸现着眼下日子的苍白与无奈。
你是那么的恐惧着。怕自己恍惚中把她当作了她，怕会情不自禁的拥她入怀，呢喃着那个在心中呼唤了千万遍，魂牵梦萦的名字。绯真。绯真。所以你只能逃避。一遍又一遍，你告诫自己。
她，不是她。
你，也许注定迷惘。
你承诺过的，代替她照顾她的妹妹，为了绯真。
你承诺过的，再也不会对抗至高的原则，为了家族的荣誉。
明白如你，怎会不懂得。这样自相矛盾的两个承诺，你要如何去信守。
你在犹疑中摇摆，又在摇摆中坚持。
你坚持着。可你究竟在坚持什么？你也不明白。
为了原则。你亲手将露琪亚送上了双极。
绯真，对不起。
你的声音，一遍又一遍一次又一次，痛。
冷漠。隐忍。
而当那个旅祸少年站在你的面前，一字一句地告诉你。我要救露琪亚。你是否刹那发现了。
与爱相比，所谓的原则是多么单薄而没有说服力。
你承认你的失败。
与战斗无关。
这是，灵魂的败北。
最终，当蓝染的阴谋败露，你只剩下一个坚持。
银的神枪插入你的肋骨之下，它本该贯穿露琪亚的身体。
你用鲜血证明了，这就是你信守诺言的方式。
绯真，我爱你。
所以我也会代替你，去爱你的妹妹。
与爱情无关，而是远胜于爱情的亲情。
当一个淡红的季节来临时，她坐在秋千上，对着你微笑。
又是一个淡红的季节，乱红飞过秋千，一回首，空空荡荡。
泪眼问花。
花不语。
By宣照
散落吧，千本樱。
——朽木白哉•题记
传说中的白樱，每朵只有五片花瓣的简单，却构成了满山遍野雾霭流岚般的繁华。它拥有极长的花期。正如你，朽木白哉。
我曾经那样允诺自己。为了你那永不落泪的深紫色双眸，我也不要哭。可是我却不得不承认自己原来如此软弱。每当白樱的花瓣漫天飞舞，义无反顾地扑向那盛大的死亡和命定的自由。泪流满面。
是五十几年前的事了。呵，遥远却真实。是谁说过，人不必活千年，就可以拥有千年的爱与回忆。正是如此。
绯真微笑着，轻轻地，轻轻地，合上了她的眼睛。那一片海水般的蓝，从此只能在记忆里流连。
她的手突然没有了力气，反复灵魂瞬间从身体里抽离。你仍紧握着，心也随着她的手一起，渐渐失去了温度。
没有眼泪。
樱飞满天，是你倔强得不肯留下的泪么？
为了绯真的遗愿，你找到了她，绯真失散多年的妹妹——露琪亚。你将她领养回家却从不肯正眼看她。你在胆怯什么？你又在逃避什么？
如此相似的眉目，勾起你往日与她的回忆。回忆越是美好，反而越是凸现着眼下日子的苍白与无奈。
你是那么的恐惧着。怕自己恍惚中把她当作了她，怕会情不自禁的拥她入怀，呢喃着那个在心中呼唤了千万遍，魂牵梦萦的名字。绯真。绯真。所以你只能逃避。一遍又一遍，你告诫自己。
她，不是她。
你，也许注定迷惘。
你承诺过的，代替她照顾她的妹妹，为了绯真。
你承诺过的，再也不会对抗至高的原则，为了家族的荣誉。
明白如你，怎会不懂得。这样自相矛盾的两个承诺，你要如何去信守。
你在犹疑中摇摆，又在摇摆中坚持。
你坚持着。可你究竟在坚持什么？你也不明白。
为了原则。你亲手将露琪亚送上了双极。
绯真，对不起。
你的声音，一遍又一遍一次又一次，痛。
冷漠。隐忍。
而当那个旅祸少年站在你的面前，一字一句地告诉你。我要救露琪亚。你是否刹那发现了。
与爱相比，所谓的原则是多么单薄而没有说服力。
你承认你的失败。
与战斗无关。
这是，灵魂的败北。
最终，当蓝染的阴谋败露，你只剩下一个坚持。
银的神枪插入你的肋骨之下，它本该贯穿露琪亚的身体。
你用鲜血证明了，这就是你信守诺言的方式。
绯真，我爱你。
所以我也会代替你，去爱你的妹妹。
与爱情无关，而是远胜于爱情的亲情。
当一个淡红的季节来临时，她坐在秋千上，对着你微笑。
又是一个淡红的季节，乱红飞过秋千，一回首，空空荡荡。
泪眼问花。
花不语。
By宣照
<世界>
如果说这世界很大~
那为何在这几亿个人当中让我和你相遇~
如果说这世界很小~
但却时常听到人们总是说差一点就碰见~
我说这个世界不大~
就算相隔两地但想念却把两人的心拉近~
我说这个世界不小~
只是缘分把两个不相识的人变成了情侣~
By: Vix
那为何在这几亿个人当中让我和你相遇~
如果说这世界很小~
但却时常听到人们总是说差一点就碰见~
我说这个世界不大~
就算相隔两地但想念却把两人的心拉近~
我说这个世界不小~
只是缘分把两个不相识的人变成了情侣~
By: Vix
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
1 baka with 2 innocent.
Well,this is a true story and the story started from yesterday 10pm..i just get back from my workplace and plan go to the coffee bean where is been in subang parade for online and play RO..
The story starting when i get a drink and login my RO.
(In RO)-Alright,i have deal a +10 equipment to zenki after that i looking my party list, then i saw chiwayu is online.but i cant find the dot party dot in map,so i look around in btw those vender.'eh,where are them?!@@" I just keep think and imagine.Alright,no idea where are them,so i go to prontera repair hse plan to repair my armour.Haha,yuan lai they just sitting beside mr.long..LoL [Q:who are they?/A:They are Wayu,bryan,csyu,cannes,oxer,ace and aegirs]..lol,but that time i was not in a good mood accuatly,so i keep say "diu" ...>.<"..alright, we chat chat alot,suddenly wayu say tmr she dun have car to work..~.~"...Suppose ask her friends or cannes fetch 1...but both of them also not free at morning..So Csyu is the most free currently,so wayu ask him to fetch..and then that i was get mute by GM ..10min to wait,so i get to my MSN and chat wif Ru...LOL,Suddenly have a convertion pop out! Is CHIWAYU...lol,she ask me go wif her,i was wondering why,Cuz i stay subang..is abit far from pj..and then she say if i dont go wif her,csyu duan fetch her..haha,alright im ok with that since is b4 tmr 10am..i think is ok...and then riki invite me and wayu in 1 convertion...so we chat about the time..accuatly i was plan to date mai kevi and bryan geh...but they 2 have some reason cant make it in time...so give up...Alright since they say they will reach my apartment at 8 something morning...that mean i have to slp early...laugh and chat alot in RO then i close the RO file.
[in real life] alright...after i leaving The coffee bean and started to walk thought back to my apartment is around 11.20pm...i was hungry that time and i dun dare eat in coffee bean becuz its so expensive..@.@...alright i try to find some food ...but no stall are stil openning,swtz betul...accuatly they have 2 food stall is open until 3am but today didnt have 1 open also..@@...i go to 7-11 and bought some bread to eat ...get in to slp in around 1oc..x_X"
[today morning] swtz betul,i wake up in 7.50am,and i have the feel someone will calling me soon,so i just sit on the floor and staring the phone around 10min..."vibrating..."..i was stil staring the phone like daydreaming=.="...after few second, i only pick up the phone..Csyu:"how to go subang parade"...blak blak...after i teach him jor i baru knw he wanna reached soon...so i quicky get a bath and eat an oreo biskuit..rushing down to subang carrefour there...alright i make phone call again ...and seem that they reached d...so i stil that zi lian...make a pose while waiing"Orzz"...haha,after i get in into the car and then csyu ask me any place for breakfast,i said...bandar sunway have something to eat,accuatly i have no idea around subang have wad to eat...walao...maybe today morning have a rains b4 we wake up...seem that cause the highwayz or some way jamming..in the way to sunway...chiwayu keep annoying i and csyu go to her office there have a breakfast...and then csyu told me that he dono where is wayu work place,and wayu self also dono=.="...really wtf loh...LOL...wayu just say wad Sunway mas..@_@" i and csyu blur until siao..after that csyu told me that wayu only know how to go when we are in 1U..alright,seem like that sunwaymas is inside PJ..@@" so..wayu yao say is in kelana jaya..and when we been at 1U that will easy to go..and she only remamber abit how to go there...x_X...we 2 dun ever know wad she talking about...when we get in to the PJ there already 8.40 le...dun say makan breakfast,maybe that is not enuf time to make sure wayu go to her office in the time...=X...and today is quite jam too..haha..we reached kelana jaya..in around 8.50am something...but wayu not here not here...@@...then csyu move ahead to 1U..alright,we also reached 1U is 9.05am like that...siao..the way to her office is quite jam..but csyu use his secret movement to get in the way...we tot we was in the coorect way,but we are wrong,we lost in someway in PJ..LOL...pass thought too many place...and paid few toll already we stil lost...im starting annoying wayu..x_x" is 9.45am le...we been at cyber jaya geh McD ta pao(take awayz) and during our breakfast in the car...haha..finally wayu call her friends and let her friends talk wif csyu...so csyu get the way to sunwaymas..and FINALLY we reached Sunwaymas in around 10am...swtz that mean im goin to be late to work too becuz of baka chiwawa=="..nvm...since we what we have done..i think today morning is a greatest and badest morning ever...so meanningful and so blur compare wif this yrs what i have done...we reached sunway pyramid around 10.20am..which is the place i working..x_X...
So this is the lame story and the ending...=X...nxt time we have to use some GPS or make sure the ppl who knows their office or workplace surely..LOL!
Last word wanna say...BAKANess Chiwawa!!!!
The story starting when i get a drink and login my RO.
(In RO)-Alright,i have deal a +10 equipment to zenki after that i looking my party list, then i saw chiwayu is online.but i cant find the dot party dot in map,so i look around in btw those vender.'eh,where are them?!@@" I just keep think and imagine.Alright,no idea where are them,so i go to prontera repair hse plan to repair my armour.Haha,yuan lai they just sitting beside mr.long..LoL [Q:who are they?/A:They are Wayu,bryan,csyu,cannes,oxer,ace and aegirs]..lol,but that time i was not in a good mood accuatly,so i keep say "diu" ...>.<"..alright, we chat chat alot,suddenly wayu say tmr she dun have car to work..~.~"...Suppose ask her friends or cannes fetch 1...but both of them also not free at morning..So Csyu is the most free currently,so wayu ask him to fetch..and then that i was get mute by GM ..10min to wait,so i get to my MSN and chat wif Ru...LOL,Suddenly have a convertion pop out! Is CHIWAYU...lol,she ask me go wif her,i was wondering why,Cuz i stay subang..is abit far from pj..and then she say if i dont go wif her,csyu duan fetch her..haha,alright im ok with that since is b4 tmr 10am..i think is ok...and then riki invite me and wayu in 1 convertion...so we chat about the time..accuatly i was plan to date mai kevi and bryan geh...but they 2 have some reason cant make it in time...so give up...Alright since they say they will reach my apartment at 8 something morning...that mean i have to slp early...laugh and chat alot in RO then i close the RO file.
[in real life] alright...after i leaving The coffee bean and started to walk thought back to my apartment is around 11.20pm...i was hungry that time and i dun dare eat in coffee bean becuz its so expensive..@.@...alright i try to find some food ...but no stall are stil openning,swtz betul...accuatly they have 2 food stall is open until 3am but today didnt have 1 open also..@@...i go to 7-11 and bought some bread to eat ...get in to slp in around 1oc..x_X"
[today morning] swtz betul,i wake up in 7.50am,and i have the feel someone will calling me soon,so i just sit on the floor and staring the phone around 10min..."vibrating..."..i was stil staring the phone like daydreaming=.="...after few second, i only pick up the phone..Csyu:"how to go subang parade"...blak blak...after i teach him jor i baru knw he wanna reached soon...so i quicky get a bath and eat an oreo biskuit..rushing down to subang carrefour there...alright i make phone call again ...and seem that they reached d...so i stil that zi lian...make a pose while waiing"Orzz"...haha,after i get in into the car and then csyu ask me any place for breakfast,i said...bandar sunway have something to eat,accuatly i have no idea around subang have wad to eat...walao...maybe today morning have a rains b4 we wake up...seem that cause the highwayz or some way jamming..in the way to sunway...chiwayu keep annoying i and csyu go to her office there have a breakfast...and then csyu told me that he dono where is wayu work place,and wayu self also dono=.="...really wtf loh...LOL...wayu just say wad Sunway mas..@_@" i and csyu blur until siao..after that csyu told me that wayu only know how to go when we are in 1U..alright,seem like that sunwaymas is inside PJ..@@" so..wayu yao say is in kelana jaya..and when we been at 1U that will easy to go..and she only remamber abit how to go there...x_X...we 2 dun ever know wad she talking about...when we get in to the PJ there already 8.40 le...dun say makan breakfast,maybe that is not enuf time to make sure wayu go to her office in the time...=X...and today is quite jam too..haha..we reached kelana jaya..in around 8.50am something...but wayu not here not here...@@...then csyu move ahead to 1U..alright,we also reached 1U is 9.05am like that...siao..the way to her office is quite jam..but csyu use his secret movement to get in the way...we tot we was in the coorect way,but we are wrong,we lost in someway in PJ..LOL...pass thought too many place...and paid few toll already we stil lost...im starting annoying wayu..x_x" is 9.45am le...we been at cyber jaya geh McD ta pao(take awayz) and during our breakfast in the car...haha..finally wayu call her friends and let her friends talk wif csyu...so csyu get the way to sunwaymas..and FINALLY we reached Sunwaymas in around 10am...swtz that mean im goin to be late to work too becuz of baka chiwawa=="..nvm...since we what we have done..i think today morning is a greatest and badest morning ever...so meanningful and so blur compare wif this yrs what i have done...we reached sunway pyramid around 10.20am..which is the place i working..x_X...
So this is the lame story and the ending...=X...nxt time we have to use some GPS or make sure the ppl who knows their office or workplace surely..LOL!
Last word wanna say...BAKANess Chiwawa!!!!
Monday, June 15, 2009
To 2009's Friends( R O )
2009..what i have did?!I have did alot thing no meaningFUL..hmm...review my 1st half yrs of 2009...seem that i meet up alo RO friends in real life...sometime,u know 1 gathering can make feel ppl get close...like bryan and Csyu..accuatly i dono them in RO,just hear their name b4 nor just watch their charater pass by prontera...well becuz of gathering..we started chatting,we started to know each other...in the same when we get new friends..seem that we have starting to forget someone in our memory...but lucky ...i have a habbit ...that is write down my dairy..so everyday i will try to list down something what was happen..and becuz of that i nvr forget her ..(seem like gonna Out oF ToPiC)
Csyu, If u meet a guy like him...you feel that u found a great friends...Csyu 21 yrs old,a guy who stil studying..after meet up from 1st time...he and i started to chat in RO...well that just like a greats feel ...we mvp togather,hunting togather even just know ea other like a month oni...but the feel like we know ea other long time...maybe this is what called power of friendship...yaya!i believe that is too=P..
Bryan, this is a fun chat guy...haha u will hope u dun mind to get alot of friends like this kind's boy...well we dun have much much chance meet in RO...but we stil keep chatting in facebook=P...as like i say he is a guy who can been joke like hell...i like to call him Noob B...but he have a new nick for me is Feed...u know?haha..i oso dono...just have a friendship wif relax guy...make the world become more relaxful....
im glad to have this 2 friends in this yrs...that is what i get from the 1st half yrs of 2009=)
Csyu, If u meet a guy like him...you feel that u found a great friends...Csyu 21 yrs old,a guy who stil studying..after meet up from 1st time...he and i started to chat in RO...well that just like a greats feel ...we mvp togather,hunting togather even just know ea other like a month oni...but the feel like we know ea other long time...maybe this is what called power of friendship...yaya!i believe that is too=P..
Bryan, this is a fun chat guy...haha u will hope u dun mind to get alot of friends like this kind's boy...well we dun have much much chance meet in RO...but we stil keep chatting in facebook=P...as like i say he is a guy who can been joke like hell...i like to call him Noob B...but he have a new nick for me is Feed...u know?haha..i oso dono...just have a friendship wif relax guy...make the world become more relaxful....
im glad to have this 2 friends in this yrs...that is what i get from the 1st half yrs of 2009=)
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
Humans are selfish~!!
Where as the topic what i wanna to say?! i just use a simple example to proof it.*Exam>friendship*=enough to proof that Humans are so selfish..Well,im not saying anyone,but i just wanna let u all know.when ur friends having a big problem but u r seating in final exam so what will u do?!YAYA,i know alot faker will trying to say" i will help my friends"...*BULL SHIT* dun make me piss off with this world,u know that is impossible.*hug back* for those does really to do..i mean let u choose u will giv up a final exam or let ur friend just having trouble and settle by him self!...Well i hear that alot people hate exam?!*Fuck Off* than u study for exam?!make it easy,if u hate exam why u stil wanna take part?!just giv up in exam lah...*emmhem*they will say this is rules lah,or school wanna we exam..!!wtf ...with these kind ppl?!u dun like u just giv up lah...why u still study for ur exam..if u like study...u wont be worry in ur exam..=.="...
im just write my opinion ...
YouR DeaResT
Jelvix~*
im just write my opinion ...
YouR DeaResT
Jelvix~*
Thursday, May 28, 2009
Fw:『最初的感動』
大家還記得剛剛進入ＲＯ時的感覺嗎？
我剛剛進去ＲＯ時，
我不斷的迷路，
我也不斷的問路，
雖然總是沒有人要理睬我，
但我很開心，
因為有美麗的風景、可愛的怪物，
雖然總是孤孤單單的，
但我很開心，
因為我總在孤單中尋覓快樂，
ＲＯ給我那最初的感動，
我從未忘記，
過去、現在、未來我都不會忘的！
希望大家也都還記得那『最初的感動』
Write by TwRO player.
我剛剛進去ＲＯ時，
我不斷的迷路，
我也不斷的問路，
雖然總是沒有人要理睬我，
但我很開心，
因為有美麗的風景、可愛的怪物，
雖然總是孤孤單單的，
但我很開心，
因為我總在孤單中尋覓快樂，
ＲＯ給我那最初的感動，
我從未忘記，
過去、現在、未來我都不會忘的！
希望大家也都還記得那『最初的感動』
Write by TwRO player.
To someone that cannot be replace
Omg...3 years already..i stil cant forget she.
Although i have alot of journey,i have meet alot of new friends, i have done alot of happy thing,but only her leaving let me cry or and pain in sorrow.=(
Although now is not that much pain.
RO,but there will be pain or sorrow in sometime,
RO,but also have to feel someone dead or disappear.=(
Before that,im never thought will have a friend pass awayz or disappear.
How to explain that feeling?!just sad or pain?Not that simple..
That Suffering is not easy to imagine.is unacceptable..
For sure that,her charater wont be online anymore.
she not able to contineus our journey.
her gone,our pain.
but we just can memorable,that she alwayz be our side.
That time she was in the hospital,we just only can hold her hand,and crying..
i feel that im helpless,because im not doctor..Even that,we just only can pray...but..
this girl,in this world already disappear...
Disappear...How terror of the word to describe...
Now,the pain of love compare with this...just like nothing.
However,when i attended her funeral,i see her photograph,imagine that her smiling,i was cry again...i know that im the guy who easy to drop tears out.
i know she around 4 years or more,from high school that time.
last time she alwayz at prontera field...but now i lost her shadow..
At first i dont dare online RO..because i scare,i scare i will cry again..
Indeed,2 week after..im healing myself..i only online..
FOund that her gone,everything are are meaningless in that time.
i ban myself to say her name out..i dont wanna to cry again..
i think im stil mising she..everyone stil wanted she..
RO,maybe cant resistance the part of death.
But,because RO,i know she.
Because RO we chat in school.
Forever cant be replaced..my dear you~
Rest in Peace..
i wondering i was promised that when i write i wont cry,
but now i crying again..
Im try to stop writing..
next time,i hope i see back this read back the letter ,i will not cry again..
i promise~
by Your Dear Jelvix~
Although i have alot of journey,i have meet alot of new friends, i have done alot of happy thing,but only her leaving let me cry or and pain in sorrow.=(
Although now is not that much pain.
RO,but there will be pain or sorrow in sometime,
RO,but also have to feel someone dead or disappear.=(
Before that,im never thought will have a friend pass awayz or disappear.
How to explain that feeling?!just sad or pain?Not that simple..
That Suffering is not easy to imagine.is unacceptable..
For sure that,her charater wont be online anymore.
she not able to contineus our journey.
her gone,our pain.
but we just can memorable,that she alwayz be our side.
That time she was in the hospital,we just only can hold her hand,and crying..
i feel that im helpless,because im not doctor..Even that,we just only can pray...but..
this girl,in this world already disappear...
Disappear...How terror of the word to describe...
Now,the pain of love compare with this...just like nothing.
However,when i attended her funeral,i see her photograph,imagine that her smiling,i was cry again...i know that im the guy who easy to drop tears out.
i know she around 4 years or more,from high school that time.
last time she alwayz at prontera field...but now i lost her shadow..
At first i dont dare online RO..because i scare,i scare i will cry again..
Indeed,2 week after..im healing myself..i only online..
FOund that her gone,everything are are meaningless in that time.
i ban myself to say her name out..i dont wanna to cry again..
i think im stil mising she..everyone stil wanted she..
RO,maybe cant resistance the part of death.
But,because RO,i know she.
Because RO we chat in school.
Forever cant be replaced..my dear you~
Rest in Peace..
i wondering i was promised that when i write i wont cry,
but now i crying again..
Im try to stop writing..
next time,i hope i see back this read back the letter ,i will not cry again..
i promise~
by Your Dear Jelvix~
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